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[22 May 2009|03:56pm] |
This week has been a battle. The straight and narrow except for last night I got drunk. Fuck beer, I'm a liquor man. How is it beer makes me sleep. Ain't drank in a minute before last night that is for sure. Ohhh wait, ok....T4 with all its effects and anamatronics and REAL explosions that would make you think Apocalypse Redux I can say this: Unless you have seen the past 3 movies...yes, ALL of em...you will be lost as to WHY THE AND WHAT THE FUCK is going on.
The story does not pull you in and I was frankly NOT impressed. When it comes to seeing the following all on opening night i rate it as such: Star Trek, Wolverine Origins and a very lowly placed.............Terminator. Is it worth seeing? Yes, sure. Non stop action...which is prolly why I didn't care who lived and who died. Otherwise...if I included other movies I've seen, it would have an ever lower place.
MOVING OOOOOOOOON! I get touchy when drunk. I said some stupid shit that wasn't worth sayin' but thankfully I'm not phased. It kinda made me lol this morning. And oooooh the things you can do with shoop or whatever program cause well...I don't do those things. Never have. Someone made a picture of a realistic looking comment that I did not make. Sometimes I wish I was more savvy but really, I just don't have the time to start a' learnin'.
Final announcement. I am maaaaaaaaaaaaking..................a friends cut. Fear NOT please for I assure you that I adore so many of you commenter's or not. I love your posts. If you're cut, it's cause really...there ain't no point to us being friends at all and I need the space. ONE of you is going cause...well, I find you to be mean spirited. SO! that is all. Ta-ta.
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| My Quest, My birth place, My Return with love |
[01 Mar 2009|04:24pm] |
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The day is drawing nearer where I will be where I blossomed. New York, New Jersey, The City, China Town....maybe old faces that were once young. Perhaps beaten into growth preemptivly due to reality becoming more clear as maturity creeps within. I hope for this seemingly meaningless trip to some how turn into something meaningful. Maybe if I'm lucky, spiritual. To step unto the ground I used to play the games that children play-tag, hide and seek, Truth Or dare.
Where I got my first kiss from the older girl that I lied about my age to. Jackie. I will never forget the joy that memory brings. My frist best friend. Being a leader of a certain clique. I was the oldest amongst the group, those who didn't like the other 2 leaders of our young pack that were bullies and hurt people. Yet, I would play with the bullies too, they were my age and I was the nice one.
Ah, I can't get lost in memory now. This is not supposed to be about what has past but what is to come. I am bound to see the family. My brother whose health is....in bad shape. Yet his vigor and charisma does not suffer with him. My niece and nephew....Soleil and Jesuah. God, nobody in the family knows who much I love them. Soleil by the age she is now has no idea how she was my favorite relative. I was there for her birth and I never forgot the fun we had. And Iris, my sister in law. Always has been kind to me. I love them all so very much....I can only hope that i am able to express this to them. That they mean something to me and always have. And though the vessel that carries the cherished memories may be tainted.....the love remains the same. Undamaged.
My Uncle Lenny and Aunt Elane. Ha, I used to love going to their beautiful home in Jersey. I always thought they had the nicest house in all of NY and NJ combined. Their children, my cousins. Once upon a time we played everyday and laughed and shared and learned together. The oldest Anthony, who was and still is brillant. Victoria, as pretty as a new flower and if ones true personality is shown in youth then I know to this day her heart is good. The little one whom I have not spent enough time with: Peter. A special boy who is now a teen I believe. Reminds me a bit of myself when I grew up being alergic to certain things. Yet the boy is strong and will only grow stronger by conquering each day.
My Grandmother. There are not enough room on all the web to talk about the love I have for this woman. She is like a second mother. She helped raise me. I had so many wonderful experiences in life and with much thanks goes to her. She is....not doing well. She was with me last 1 year ago when my right lung almost took my life. By my side as much as she could be. Even when her pain was at it's worst. The years of always working hard are catching up and weighing upon her shoulders. Even in my selfish and recluse lifestyle I still think of her often and fondly. I will be by her side just like she was ALWAYS by mine.
I must spend time with all these people whom are my family. People I have taken for granted. And when ever I can I will go on my own on the subways and capture my own moments and make new memories. I will walk the streets of China Town at night. I will see the city. I will engage in conversation with anyone I get a positive vibe from.
All this made possible by my Uncle David who live here in Florida. If there was anyone I could pick to take this trip with it would be him. We share many things in common which is something that I an rarely say. I look up to him and understand life better by watching him get day by day.
Though I have obligation in this trip....aside from the time I must spend with family. I will try my hardest to be on my own. In NY and in Jersey both. I want to make this trip about me. About MY journey. I want to get lost in the New York crowds and be unrecognizable. Live a new life. Be someone else to people that know nothing of me. Expereince the magic that only NY can offer. As a child you can't trully appreciate NY for all that is in your grasp is what the permission of your parents allow.
This time I need no permission and require no hand to hold. It will be a world I visit and drown pleasently in.
Hopefully I will return to Florida, a place I have come to loath, with a new love for life.
Here I come, New York.
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[14 Feb 2009|11:34am] |
"These are the times that try men's souls. The summer soldier and the sunshine patriot will, in this crisis, shrink from the service of their country; but he that stands it now, deserves the love and thanks of our men and women. Tyranny, like hell, is not easily conquered; yet we have this consolation with us, that the harder the conflict, THE MORE GLORIOUS THE TRIUMPH. What we obtain too cheap, we esteem too lightly: it is dearness on;y that gives every thing its value."
Not my own words. Knit pick if you must to find value within them.
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[10 Feb 2009|12:41pm] |
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HOW NOT TO FAIL AT LIFE!
It may offend some people on my friends list. One thing it fails to mention is not to be so butthurt.
I enjoyed this. I suffer from a lil anxiety and a lil depression and I still manage to do the things it tells you to do.
If you are sensitive do NOT click.
EDIT-FUCK IT....JUST READ IT! :)
Thank you mrfurious .
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| The RULES of E's LIFE |
[23 Jan 2009|05:20pm] |
NO ONE= Deserves a hand in life.
NO ONE= Should give you SPECIAL attention cause you hurt. Guess what, check the fuckin' news.
GET OVER= Your god damn self, this shit ain't spinnin' round yo ass and waitin' for you to be "all good"
START= Relying on yourself and be less of a fucking dependent.
QUIT= Looking at the world in one way....your view ain't right and neither is mine no matter how old you are. Not until our dyin' day can we even consider the fuckin' "point" or "meaning".
ALWAYS= Have a fucking source of income if you bitch about how little you get. Be greateful of what you HAVE and RECEIVE. If you don't need one or it doesn't matter at the moment then GOOD FOR YOU! moving on then, yes?
DO NOT= Take shit while bent over day after day. Speak your god damn mind in the real world and don't hold yo shit for a good ol' post.
BE SURE= To not feel sorry for yourself to much because then you become the worst WORST kind of spoiled.
I WILL= Do what I must to live the life I WANT TO. Growing up never comes to soon or to late.
NO ONE= Is obligated to hold your fucking hand. Take the path you choose with great reslove.
TRY TO= Make what we think is a long rigoris JOB that we call LIFE as pleasant as you can cause as far as we know it is the ONLY ONE WE HAVE. At least in this body and mind.
ALWAYS= Evolve when you can and understand that just because someone thinks differently than you that you are not the fucking superior one. NO ONE IS. EVER. Unless you're sayin' the world is flat and another says it is round....SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN BEFORE JUDGING.
I saw and heard a lot of shit today at work....made me think of this.
Dear god none of you better feel butthurt and think that this is to you. Don't flatter yourself.
If life is so hard, then stop what you're doing and go find the truck MR. Softy is driving and get yoself an ice cream.
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[20 Jan 2009|01:41am] |
To all my friends here through out the years and who have just joined me I wanted to share how much I appreciate any input or sharing you give me here.
Thank you friends.
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[26 Dec 2008|10:35pm] |
The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas.......a beautiful movie.
I was not moved as much as I thought I would be. Especially with my boss telling me he cried and all. However I am not blind to beauty and poetry when I see it. If anything it makes you think.
There are no rules to this thing (life) and we can change at any moment. We can go from the lowest of the low to the highest of the high in a mere moment. It is our choice most of the time. We are all poets and masters of our own arts. Dancers, lovers, writers, sons, daughters, mothers, fathers, people....no matter how simple or complex one is we are full of something absolutely unique and beautiful. Something only YOU yourself know. Something only I myself know. Of course...it is always our choice to tap into it and show how truly exquisite we can be.
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[05 Nov 2008|01:32am] |
THANK YOU FOR NOT BENDING MY VOTE OVER THIS TIME, AMERICA!
congrats to Obama and I know though it will not be easy he will do a great job. This a great day in history and I'm proud to have voted.
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[10 Oct 2008|04:17pm] |
Reading the newspaper today I read an article that said that Russia, no longer viewing us as a super power, as influential as we once were and saying that our economic crisis is due to our abuse of our power. They want to make something either stronger than NATO with the allies or take the main throne of influene in it.
Thoughts?
(Sorry for all the posts....really)
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[20 Sep 2008|02:06am] |
The world is your playground.
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[19 Sep 2008|06:43pm] |
My birthday celebration for the friends and I is tomorrow at my main bar spot. I have over 20 confirmed guests and I'm pretty excited. All these excellent personalities under the same roof with some brew in the mix. This is gunna be one fuck of a bash. It's a 2 parter. First half for the friends who can hang till at least 2 am and the second for the ones that wanna pull the all nighter at my friends house with his fuckin' huge backyard and pool. I expect much nudity and happiness :)
Oh and some of the ladies that are going....not only am I flattered but am just happy in only a way women can make men. Doooooooon't take that comment TOO serious. It's just when I hang out with the ladies my passionate side comes out. And the ones that I know and have a nice history with I expect some crazy sparks to fly. No ex's though! though I know the ones who remember my birthday will somehow show up like always.
From this night till the end of Monday I OWN these days and especially nights. Ah, I feel GREAT! like I'm a little kid again celebrating a birthday when they meant something.
EVERYONE IS INVITED THAT READS THIS.....but you're all so far away :(
If by some mirical one of you cats-especially those that live in my state, can make it....do give me a call!!!!
Offical birthday is September 22nd. CRAZY CELEBRATION TOMORROW NIGHT AT MY SPOT AND THE SECOND HALF AT MY BOY RJ'S!
Wish you all well!!!
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[30 Aug 2008|06:30pm] |
Because the moderator of the community Drunk_Journal has FAILED mad by banning one of his best and most popular members I have created a community so no one needs to fear a tyrant abusing his power.
SO! if you're a friend of mine on this here lj and enjoy alcohol on any level.....please join and help me get it on it's feet.
http://community.livejournal.com/real_drunks/profile
Everyone is encouraged.
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[19 Jul 2008|01:20pm] |
I went to my favorite underground concert club. Usually a full rock venue but there was a lot of rap to my displeasure. I like rap, but not at a show. I can't pit to that shit. It looked like it was going down hill until one of my favorite bands came in and saved the FUCKING night. HED PE!
Now remember, I recently had lung surgery and it STILL hurts but I go to a show to pit. Fucking PERIOD. It got wild and violent and was delightful. The collective love expressed through collective aggression that had to be released was understood by all. You elbow or knock someone down, you fucking help them up. If I wasn't a pitter I would have many pictures but fuck the pictures I got an autograph. I got to shake the lead singers hand and tell him the impact his albums have had on me.
He also spoke of his political views about how the government is bullshit, pharmacies are evil and take lives and how much we get lied to. He also touched on bullshit factioning of religon. He said aloud "fuck christianity, Islamic shit, Catholisim etc". Name it, he said it...though his final remark was a tad obscure to me. Not sure if he was serious or not...."You don't have to believe in "religion" to belive in "god"...know how I know theres a god? Cause when I bend my girlfriend over the sink and see that pussy I KNOW there is intelligent design". Many claps and lulz from the crowd. I still don't know if he's an Atheist or not.
He also poked fun at THE EMO FAGS!! yay! and there were emo's there! that made my night!
Anyway, I'm sore and roughed up...I put my share in that pit but the pit takes it's share out of you so I'm spent still.
Rock, peace, love and chaos;
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[24 Jun 2008|10:26pm] |
I work with a carpet company. It's family owned and we do quite well for ourselves. I am friends with everyone but I'm having this problem with a theist friend of mine. Now I respect the kid....he had a rough street life and god was his way out. Cool. He sees my life is a little rough at the moment so he drops very suddel "god loves you" lines when I walk by him. Everytime I tell him I'm an Atheist and I'll just say "that's a matter of opinion that your god (the one he believes in) loves me".
There is no arguing or debating. We had a respect for each other that were friends and religion has no place in it but now he's just not stopping. I don't think sticking him in the face would help prove my point very passively but I'm getting very tired of hearing that god loves me. It's disturbing.
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